well i just got grounded on school night from sleeping out...upsettin, cos that means im not gonna see steve til the weekend, but then it get worse, hes workin all this weekend
my life is been semi dictated by a 14 year olf control freak who thinks he knows everything, with my dad to stick up for him, so i dont get a word in edge ways, they are so stupid, all they talk about is ummm fishing ummm and enginereering! joy! hallelughah!there is a saint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well the only good thing in my life at the moment is steve!i think this relationship could work, hes nice, doesnt treat me like shit(ahem, like paddy did)erm i already have a toothbrush at his place... hes really nice...
urgh so you all know how ive been banned from sleepin out til the end of my exams next week(yes yes praise the lord)that means im missing a social gathering with all my mates tonight cos im not allowed to go sleep out, and now i have an exam first thing in the mornin cos i missed one today, cos i was ummm 1)clueless about it, 2)asleep so i have to resit this bag of wank exam tomorrow, which i aint happy about, cos that means i have to cancel on emily goin shoppin first thing, cos im gonna be sat in front of a shitty computer at school!so tonight i think i'll go and visit steve, seems like the sensible option to do, cos i cant really revise for it, and ill rather watch telly with steve than on my own, ooooooh yes, good thing bout been grounded from sleepin out on school night is that i can sleep in my own bed!
i ain't slept in mine since thursday!omg, that was along time ago!hahaha!
mmmmmmmnnnnn im thinkin of ways to mentally torchure mny family, mmmmmmmmmnnnnn suicide attempt? nah, too cliche, ummmmmmmm mental state again!yes, that sounds like fun!or ummm mind games, thats even better...
i keep havin wierd dreams, last nigthi had a dream i broke into a school in the early hours of the mornin and killed the cleaner and someone else with a sword then really took the piss and burned down the building!the night before that, i killed my brother with a plate!haha thats not a dream , just wishful thinkin!mwhahahaahahahaha
well ill leave you all, go and think of who im going seeing tonight!mmmmn whos codeword for steve tonight scott or sally? i think scott, i havent been to his in a while!hahaha
later!xxxx